Soul Sync

Sometimes when i am very sad or when i cry due to any reason , after i complete the genuine drama... suddenly a thought comes to my mind.. Am i really sad? Do i want to cry? and the answers comes straight from my soul... It says. Hey ... what a good actor you are.. ?? And i suddenly realize the same,, I feel actually .. like I don't feel like being sad... So why m i behaving in that particular manner.. But then since a moment ago .. i was behaving in a particular way ... and in my longing desire to prove that genuine.. I try to cry again . But this time I fail... because actually this wasn't coming from within. So i just realize that no matter what u do . u would fail if u are not in sync with your soul.be it be a matter as petty as my mood....

dynamics!!!!

Life is good if u identify the good people cumin in your way.. but how much time do u actually need to identify someone..few days.. weeks.. a month... and a year would be more than sufficient.. since you believe yourself so strongly that if you have a good relation with a person for a long time... they just become very much imp for you... but as every thing is dynamic .. y we forget that those parameters of the person which make them good could also change,... and that should not be the big deal.... but we make it..

Expectations also play a very crucial role in this. We get disappointed because we expect a fixed response we got every time...but as i said people change... these responses change too....now the major concern is why people change... they change because every person on dis planet is selfish.... if not all the time.. then at some point or the other..if the interest vested in you is no more attracting ... people's attitude about you changes.....

Sunny Boy...!!!

Wel dis is abt a l'il cute toy....m in love wid... its a small tortoise....or i call it TORTI..(my sunny boy)... it ws Namrata's birthday.. i went to her room to wish her.. nd den dis small stuff caught hold of my eyes...which ws given to her by her sis.. it haz gott succha big,innocent eyes..rightly placed on its, larger dan its body, pendulum head... its got the most charming smile i hav ever seen... oldo m nt a stuff toy freak... bt dis one took my heart....

Fooled by randomness!!!

Wen i ws a kid .. i wanted to be a doc... as i did my 10th i never gave it a second thot as to wat subjects to take... bio ws my obvious chioce... nd i ws pretty happy wid it .. bt here.. as i reachd to the gate way to my dream .. i realizd i landed sumwhr else... i ws doin management...even in my dreams i cud hav never imagined dat i m not a doc at dis point of tym... nd yes m not... the predictions i made abt my lyf never turnd out as dey wer expected.. bt m happy watever happend ws good for me....or i shud say ws far much better than those things which i expected.... Wel very recently i predicted few thngs again .. nd guess wat evn dey dint work out as plannd... bt i  hope that the final outcomes would be better as well...

                              Bt some times i feel .. y dont we jst let the things happen .. y do we try 2 catch hold of thngs which are actually nt in our control...